I have come to a conclusion that


JURONG EAST LIBRARY IS

A SUCKSHIT PLACE TO STUDY,

ESPECIALLY ON WEEKENDS.


Nah, not that attempted to go and study there today.
Just a conclusion from previous attempts and experiences.

I've found a way better place. :D
I'm quite satisfied with what I've completed today.


Just in case you're a regular visitor to that place,
I think even the bus stop outside's a more condusive environment.
The worse part of the whole venue is the top level.
Oh my god, I don't know what else can be worse.


Talking loudly, blasting music, running around, vandalism.
What more?


A day out with my favourite people.








I love you guys!
It's been super long since we ALL went out together,
and yah, it's always during the exam period! O_O

Ah de-stress. :D



Chinese paper's over.
Screwed paper one up damn badly.
Paper two was alright but I have a bad feeling about it.

Oh man.


Please do watch this. (:







Hahaha.


As exams draw near and everyone's getting all stressed up,
here's what's happening one row in front.




And the thing is, they seem to be enjoying themselves. O_O
I'm starting to think the stress is causing some things to go wrong.


I failed English, again.
This is damn scary, and the English paper is just 3 days away.
I don't know what's wrong lah.
How to do comprehension when I can't even understand the passage?

Maybe I should start reading a dictionary.


Maybe its the lack of sleep, I'm getting damn impatient with stuff.
But I really hate it when PEOPLE start blaming
my oboe playing and other not-to-do-with-studying-activities
for my lack of time for studying and sleeping.

What the _ _ _ _.
How many times must I say this?
Spending time practicing the oboe is NOT wasting time,
in fact, it makes me way happier.
And I wasn't spending a lot of time with the mid-autumn festival thing,
I only used like two afternoons for preparation.

And I'm old enough to know what I want to do, and what I'm gonna do.


Hate it when people say they trust me and all that crap,
then doubt me deep deep inside.

I'm already trying damn hard,
but you just have to bring all the stuff about long band practices and blame it.
F.Y.I, band practice stopped at the end of TERM 3.

So irritating.




Anyway, here's the three.

All black black lah, thanks to the sun.
Ah well, they were good, so yeah. (:


I'm stuck at home with a huge pile of past year papers,
my pen, pencil, eraser, ruler, correction tape, calculator,
and a brain that's not working that well anymore,
on a sunny Saturday afternoon.


This is one of times I wish I had something to munch on.


Everyone knows that this EOY's papers are purposely made difficult,
and we'll be damn traumatized when we get our papers back,
but we'll never get this shit at the O's.

But it still doesn't feel good to have an ugly report card.



STUDY HARD!
It's such a pain in the left side.


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The week is finally over.
And the next will just get worse.

What's with such insecurity?

Like Jerelyn, I'm feeling sorry for myself.
Yah I know I'm doing better than a lot of people already,
but I can't seem to be meeting my own expectations.


I like playing the piano with Pawk. (:

I hope every thing goes well tomorrow.

I will survive, I will.




I didn't cry the day you moved away
I didn't think that I could feel this pain
Until I saw the stranger that was you
Whatever happened to our innocence
And the somethin' that you said about being friends
Tell me how
Help me say the words out loud

Could it be
That nothings gonna change
Cause time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had
Can you see
The girl you used to be
The one I lost when I let go of you
Oh whatever happened to
Mary Jane

I need to wake up from this state of mind
The situation is the same kind
I gotta get your memory out of my head
Would you catch me if I had to fall
Would you even find the time for that at all
Tell me how
Help me say the words out loud

Cause time has taken back
Everything I thought we had

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I like the song. (:

Had lunch with Jerelyn and Daisy today.
Oh my God we almost ended up going home for lunch at 3pm in the afternoon.
That's damn _ _ _ _.

Oh anyway, I cut my hair, the Mdm Ker style. HAHA.


Sick in the mind, SICK IN THE MIND MAN!
Our teachers are damn sick!
We almost had 3 tests in a row today.
Thanks to Mdm. Chang, we've got A Math on Wednesday.

I think the chinese test was damn useless.
It's like a SEARCH YOUR BOOK FOR ANSWERS activity.
Damn waste time, and my neck hurts a lot.



Smiley potatoes are damn cute.
Then again, the out of shape ones look like demons. O_O

The more I go home early,
the more I feel like I'm being taken over by the nerd inside.

Jerelyn: WE NEED TO NEUTRALISE THE NERDNESS.

Richard's presentation was damn funny. (:



I miss band practises.
Feel damn 空闲 without band.
Awh man. =(


First you say you won't,
then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on,
but we're not moving on.



Anyway, I'm going to try composing something.
For fun, yeah. Homework is too tough.


Went for lunch with Jerelyn and JI-PAWWWKKKK today.
It was very enjoyable.
It's been sooooooo long since we did something like that lah.
If only all six of us were there, exchange information!

I think the old granny really hates us. Oh well.


I know Bibiana's gonna love this.

This is like Spongebob Paradise. O_O
Try getting one at the arcade at suntec!
Don't you just wish you're sitting on the sofa with all these all over you?

Just when we were happy about riding bicycles all the way to the top,

Oh yeah, the book says it all.

LIFE ISN'T ALL HA HA HEE HEE, FOLKS.
IT'S ABOUT ASSIGNMENTS, DATELINES, EXAMINATIONS AND RESULTS.


Sucks a lot, I tell you.


SCHOOL REOPENS, TOMORROW.


ZOMG.

HOMEWORK.
LESSONS.
MORE HOMEWORK.
MORE LESSONS.
REMEDIALS.
WORKSHEETS.
MATHS.
A MATHS.
TESTS.
HORRIBLE RESULTS.
ANGST.
MORE MORE HOMEWORK.
SLEEP IN LESSONS.
LIBRARY.
ATTEMPT TO STUDY.
MORE HORRIBLE HOMEWORK.
MOCK EXAMS.
PAST YEAR PAPERS.



EOYS.



Just die. Die.


Fuck.


1 day to go, 1000000 homework incomplete.
Why do I even exist?

I think the whole Econs presentation session today sucks.
It was a fucking waste of time, especially when it's fucking early in the morning.
And we wasted the first hour trying to get the classroom open and people to get INTO the classroom.

Does the stupid teacher not know that the school office only opens at 8am?
Does the stupid teacher not know that the office is a damned hassle and he'll need time to settle the keys and stuff?


OH, nope. He doesn't know.
How often does a teacher come back on a Saturday morning?
Only band members are cool enough for that.

Jerelyn, please don't not talk to me because of the teacher.


Just made us come at 8am for no shit lah.
And it was rainy and all, everyone was sleepy.
I didn't make any effort to rush.
And thank God I didn't.
Should have just carried on sleeping and come at 10am like Danial.


Waste time, waste time, wasted precious sleeping time.
So in the end, I took an afternoon nap,
which totally destroyed my whole RUSHTOCOMPLETEMYHOMEWORK plan.
And now that I just woke up and my brain ain't functioning that well yet,
I'm blogging.


See, waste time again.


Mr. Tan's Birthday Celebration

Mr. Tan with all the Sec 3s!

I think this is the thing we do every year.
BATCH PHOTO WITH MR. TAN! ;D

Damn, should have taken a photo with him in that shirt of his yesterday. :(


TEACHERS' DAY CELEBRATIONS

Kind of had free time in class that day,
so, kinda explains to photos. HAHA. :D

I think we're damn good at the job. HAHA.

LEELING !


And... Guess who came back that day!
My darling senior, MOUSEY! :D
Oh my god, it was like reunion.
Even CNY reunion dinners ain't that touchy.


I LOVE YOU TOO, MOUSEY !

And yeah, class photo! :D
三年三班，我爱你！


Some random shots

I'm starting to think I should go join photography club.
I like the effect of this one, though I don't know how I did it.

Who cares? ELLISE ROCKS. :D :D :D :D :D

I'm like oh-so-cool that Jerelyn loves me. HAHAHA.

JBF 2007 @ VCH

This was just yesterday.
Juniors reported early for some last minute run throughs.
I'd love to say this again.
I'm damn damn damn proud of the junior band! :D

Joshua on the timpani!

Oh yes, here's SHOON conducting the band.

Amanda & Jean!

OH AND HERE'S WHAT MY DEAR JUNIORS WROTE ON THE BANDRM WHITE BOARD.

So sweet lah!
You guys are damn cute too!

Your boyfriend loves you. HAHAHAHAHAHA. ;x

With Ms. Chu!


Oh yeah. Here's the big guy with our school tie! :D
Haha, the junior band wouldn't be what they are without him.

And yes. I couldn't have done anything without the two of you.


There's so much more than the music that I love.
Sucks to think about the 5 months I've got left. =(


THE JUNIORS WERE GREAT!
I'M SO SO SO PROUD OF YOU GUYS.
IT WAS GOOD, IT WAS GOOD ALRIGHT!
CONTINUE TO WORK HARD OKAY!


I LOVE YOU GUYS!


Please do not get complacent though. Complacency kills.
Study hard for your eoys, and continue practising at the same time yeah!
I'm really really proud of every one of you!
Its really great to see you guys grow and improve. AWHHHH.


So, 加油 alright!!


Oh yes! I'm damn proud of SHOON LI LING too!
I wouldn't have the courage to stand up there and conduct the band,
and not freak out and fall off the stage lah.
And, you really did a good job, apart from being a stone. HAHA.
I think you're really great. I LOVE YOU SHOON!
I'm damn damn proud of you. :D Really.


I LOVE CMB !!




Pictures later.


I've finally finished watching 换换爱 !
Walau, I cried so much that I had to get a towel,
instead of using tissue paper lah.
Maybe cos I watched it over such a long period of time,
I don't really have the 心痒痒 feeling. Ah well.



TOMORROW IS JBF !

加油 MY DEAR JUNIOR BAND.

I hope ya'll will enjoy your JBF as much as I enjoyed mine,
even though mine's way cooler cos I'm like part of it. HAHA.
Oh well, just relax and have a great time!
It's your day. :D





Good stuff. :D


Went back to LPS yesterday.
It was nice to see all the other people after like so long.
Caught up a little, then left already.

Had practise with some other people for the first time yesterday.
Haha, it was quite alright, except maybe for the awkwardness
cos they were all way older and way better at their instruments.
Oh well, at least I didn't sightread that badly! :D


Got my progress report back yesterday.
Oh my god, I didn't know how badly I did until I got it.

I FAILED GEOG LEY.
And I got like 4 C5&6s, and two pathetic As.
Walau, my results are damn worrying lah, compared to mid-year's.
Can't seem to find any motivation to study though..

Ah well, JIAYOU EVERYONE.


HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!

I think my teachers are damn great people.
Okay, except for some. But yeah, they're nice. :D
So, dear teachers, thank you for your hard work!


I think my class is damn enthusiastic.
3/3 is love. :D